Should I stay or should I go?

So as I mentioned in the first addition, I was informed I needed comprehensive chiropractic to regain my health. I had gone to dinner with two other friends, to hear a presentation from Dr. Phil regarding the method they use at Exodus in Farragut, TN. Because Dr Phil's presentation made such good sense to me, I made an appointment to go in, have the ex rays, emg, and see about the care plan.

Of course I was no newbie when it came to chiropractic, I'd been seeing another Chiropractor for about 10 yrs on and off, who used the manipulation method. Snap, Crackle, Pop. This method was great, and helped me to be able to golf, and work out three days a week. I was in great shape, however my health was deteriorating by the year. I wasn't taking care of me,the physical, myself,the emotional, and I, the spiritual.. We need all three for balance.  Me the physical was ok. Myself, the emotional was running from myself, and not looking inside very often. The I, the spiritual was there,, but going nowhere. Not growing, not active, just hanging there like a limp noodle.. 


To make matters worse, my hearthrob, hubby, soulmate, became terminally ill. Now the real stress begins.. I won't go into the gory details. Suffice to say in 2005, Tony was hospitalized 6 times, and I had bypass surgery.  Two weeks after I had surgery, Tony was hospitalized again.  We spent 8 hrs in the ER, Tony in bed, and Muwa sitting in the chair next to him, with a heart pillow held to my chest, wishing he would move over, and let me get in the bed also. NOT a very healthy situation, for me, myself, and I. Not to mention Tony was in very bad shape this time. Bless his heart, it took 17 more months of care, and he lost his battle, anyway. I went to pieces, and spent the next 4 yrs subconciously trying to decide if I was going to join him. Hence the health failed even further.  More to come


Until next time, let the sunshine in
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